Friday, February 5, 2010

blah, blah, blah

That sums up my day and week. I do not have much to post about. No exciting things here, since I am unable to leave the house. I just wanted to do a post so I can keep them updated. I am just struggling with things right now, AlOT of things and trying to sort them out. Don't  get me wrong, I could not be happier with my family and certain things in my life, but I am also  annoyed  at other things. I really am not going to go into right now and bore everybody to peices,but I just am asking for some prayers. Just pray for a peaceful mind and grant me patience to deal with my blessings. It is hard to find some blessings right now.  There is some heavy emotions weighing on my heart right now and some  that I really need to let go of and am praying for that to happen.  I know god is in control of  everything that happens  in my life and I know he will provide when the time is right,but it is hard to see sometimes. I feel like I am failing as  a mother, wife.  There are things I need to change and grow on. 
  I feel better, I guess this my journal right now and hopefully everybody understands or is or gone through somethings that has made them feel this way, so I do not feel alone. I am not the only one Right?

Well I hope everybody has a wonderful Friday, Sorry if I was depressing. It just helped to blog about it.

1 comment:

Darlene said...

We all go through some tough times which end up making us a better woman, stronger woman. Being blah for the moment is O.K. I think God intended for our moods to help us focus on what we need or want.

I sure hope you feel better soon!!