I am going to admit that I have been whiney lately and it is just not right. I am just not ok with this. I am not sure how or why it started. Maybe it is because my family has been sick for 2 months off and on, or maybe it is because I am not sure what is going on with me physically( Just alot of tummy issues.) I think maybe because I am having a hard time with keeping up with things around the house> I have improved this week,but I feel like I just waste time. I am feeling gulity because I have thrown God to the waste side right now as far as my bible study and time with him. Extremely guilty and I really need to forget about some things and focus on the important thing> GOD comes before anything else and I need to remember that everyday. I work from home and it can sometimes just swallow me up and then by the end of the day I am too tired from the day to do the things I need to do around the house or even sit and cuddle, because I am afraid I will not stay awake. This has to get better right? I pray that god will give me strength to do these things and be patient with my children and my husband. It is not fair for me to take what I am feeling out on them.
I should be living through Christ and make the right choices according to HIS will.
A attitude is somthing I can choose> I can choose to be Whiney and expect the worst,or I can choose to be happy and see all the blessings I have around me, and expect the best.
I have a house, I have enough money for food and to clothe my children and so much more. I have a job that allows me to stay home with my kiddos and see every milestone they go through or when they are sick, I am home to snuggle and care for them. Even though my job can be beyond stressful and makes me just want to curl up in a ball sometimes, I am home with my kids and that is a blessing.
I have just heard to much Whining from me and I need to see all the greatful things God has bestow upon me and filter all the negitive thoughts that I am thinking out. At this point in my life, I have so much more than I ever expected too at this point, and I need to so increadibly greatful for God for giving me these wonderful things.
1 Thessalonians 5:18
Give thanks in all circumstances;for this is the will of God in Christ Jesus for you.