Tuesday, October 16, 2012

loss of a child

Yesterday was Pregnancy and Infant Loss Awareness Day. Next month will be 3 years that I had a miscarriage at 13 weeks. You never expect these things to happen and they really stink when they do. When I went to the doctor because I started to spot, I was not prepared to see nothing in the sac. I felt like I was dying inside. That moment was a dark, emotional ride.
 He/She was due in May and every May I just think to myself how old  they would be and what they would have looked like.   a month later I got pregnant with a beatiful, sweestest girl and cherish all 3 of children. I never take a moment for granted because you never know when that will be taken away from you. Whether it was a miscarriage, early or late in prenancy or stillborn, or infant did not live for long,it is something that will always be remembered, everyday, every moment, every year. I pray for strength and peace for all the parents that had to go through this. In Remerberance of the all the loss.

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